Finally... De @c@p have come back.. 2 open up my gap.. & speak up!

First & foremost, i would like 2 thank everyone who tag on me... Espeacially.. Yes.. Espeacially 2 SMDM 4 his/her/it/? 'CONSTRUCTING & ENCOURAGING' comments/critics.. & 2 u sky, thank u.. I'll keep those comments/critics in mind so i can improve myself.. Btw, SMDM, i can't seem 2 thank u enuf, becoz u juz 'generously' given me ur good credits/pahala, making my right shoulder 'heavier'.. If u noe wat i mean.. If u don't, u're juz as 'blur' & 'lousy' like me.. seems familiar ey..

Initially, i tot of shootin' back @ those comments/critics.. But, it juz seem so wrong 2 shoot back.. Reason y.. if i shoot back, it will juz make de shootin' session 2 continue.. on & on.. non-stop.. & i don't think it's gonna end... Btw, it's no use of me shootin' back.. i won't recieve any benefits or advantages from tt.. but, in fact, it'll make me lose my goodie2 credits/pahala juz like dat.. Wat 4??

So, 2 everyone out there espeacially my dear SMDM, juz feel free 2 comment/critic about me.. Insya Allah.. It'll do good on me as it will motivate me 2 strive 4 de better next.. All de -ve inputs will be resulted in +ve outputs.. Ameen.. Sorry if i've hurt any of u in any way or in my writings as truthfully, i can write wateva i want since it's my personal account.. May God bestow HIS Grace, Love & Guidance upon all of ya!!

~Comments/critics that aren't based on facts & intellect but originate from emotions & ego, are just words without wisdom~

Waaaahhh~ It's been a loooooooooonnnggg time... Wen did i last write somethin in my blog...?? Mmmm.. I don't know..
Not dat i didn't wanna write anythin'.. But, it's juz dat i have nothin' 2 write about...
Not.. until NOW!! Woah~ Somethin' 2 write about... Weee.. = )

Yesterday.. Yes yesterday.. not today but yesterday.. all my troubles seemed so far away.. hehe.. ok ok.. back 2 de REAL story..
It was Friday, 11/03/05. It was my Emergency Vehicle 3(EV3) Test & also de 94th Medical Orderly Course(MOC) Flu Vaccination. It began with a beautiful morning in Lecture Room 4, i was smartly(like real only..) thinkin' for de best answers for my EV3 Theory Test.. When suddenly.. My 'goin-2-be-dead' phone vibrated.. vibrate.. vibrate.. on & on..
I tot it wasn't important & i don't wanna pick it up but i had too.. It was from de medical centre..

'Guess who called?'... mmmm.. De one & only.. My Dearest Senior Medic.. Weeeee...
I answered de call & 'guess wat?'.. All F*#K related words came gushing out of his mouth like de water when u flush ur toilet bowl.. He kept continue scoldin'.. on & on.. Shoutin' out y i didn't inform anyone tt der will be a flu vaccination 4 de 94th MOC.. But wat he didn't noe was, i did inform 2 other medics( de 2nd treatment i/c & my goin-2-be senior medic) b4 hand since de last 2 or 3 weeks or so.. However, those 2 said tt they weren't informed by me..
I confessed tt i'm wrong 4 not informin' him or Dr but i still not satisfied wit my 'frens' reactions.. Well, 2 bad 4 me then.. Now, i've realised something.. 'TRUST NOBODY'
Wat a luck? 4 being scolded wit crude words in de mornin' of my test.. Thus, good news, i've passed my theory test..

After dat 'wonderful & encouraging' scoldings, i continue my day wit de rest of de test sections, 'De Circuit & On Road Driving'.. I thought i'm gonna pass this EV3 course becoz initially i was told i'm gonna drive a double-cab or a mini-lorry.. But 2 my shock.. i'm gonna drive de.. Jeng x3.. 'Ambulance' De vehicle tt i lack in practice.. De vehicle tt i'm not familiar wit..

So, de moment 2 do de circuit came, initially i was confident.. however once i hit one of de barrels in de 'Serpentine Circuit', my morale was low.. my confidence decreases..
Sad but true.. So, this feelin' go on until de estimation section.. & i estimated de width of de ambulance wrongly.. Der goes another barrel came tumblin' down.. Der 4, without any hesitation.. I failed my circuit...

Then, came my on road driving.. by that time.. i'm in no mood & tired to drive.. so i juz go thru this part of de test juz to complete it.. Thus, my drivin' became a little bit cocked up.. & 'guess wat??' I failed this one 2..
Of course.. i failed my EV3 course..

Der 4, de whole day seems 2 be a series of unfortunate events.. filled wit failures.. sadness.. fustration.. argh..!! Neva mind.. Wat's done can't be undone..