It's been 1 month and 14 days since the last time i was here..
Before the moment i disappear..
The last one was who am i; 'This is me'..
But now it's all about what happen to me..
Partially was true but partially came true..
Wearing a facade of a smile without any clue..
A wide smile is what everyone can only see..
An upside down smile is what they can't see..

Initially, i thought i was strong..
But then i realised that i was wrong..
The situation i'm in, i began to accept..
Although denial kept coming back..
Haunting & bothering me..
With questions such as, 'why me?'..

-To be continued..